I THINK i can

the past few days ive been very very up and down in my pma and im really not sure why i feel a little bit like the lil engine that could but on that steeep steeep hill as hes trying to get up if anyone has seen it may i have my positivity back i miss it and its driving ben insane when i am down like i have been one min i am in the new flat measuring the side of our bedroom in my mind for all things baby then the next time i am oh what if the clomid dooesnt work what if it fails and i have to have ivf