Ever had a dream  that you wish was real? I've had this dream about 15 times now  where i wake up in hospital drip in my hand but happy look to my side to see two little hospital cots and Ben bent over them smiling  cant really see whats in it but I'm guessing babies lol i never want to wake up from them dreams i want them to be real so bad. I am  Twin well was a twin my sister Victoria died shortly after birth  so i never got to know her, but its a fact that twins are higher risk of having twins themself id love that  but id also be very happy with just the one, im trying my best to stay positive what ever life throws at me  as postive brings positive and negative just the bad stuff one of my fave quotes is "she turned her cants into cans and her dreams into plans" and thats what im doing with my life taking the dreams and  trying my best to make them real i will have my children and i will be the best mummy i can be :)
heres my  PMA  pic number 2