New year NEW START

OK so i say this every year but THIS YEAR WILL BE MY YEAR, I've decided to start my blog again from scratch and get rid of my negativity, and i also hope to stick to this blogging lark!. August this year marks the 3rd year of us trying to conceive although officially its not been that long as i have only just got my meds for my pcos and we have had alot of problems with trying to baby dance as i suffer from a lot of pain with my joints all it takes is one false move and thats me out, but not anymore on Monday 16th Jan we get the keys to our new flat its only one bed but that is all good a baby doesnt need own room until 6 mths right? im also going to go and see an orthopaedic doctor and get tested for rheuma as its not normal to be in so much pain at just 26 years of age!

I have been giving myself a boost of pma by looking through a suitcase of baby things we have acquired over the years haha and have done myself some dream shopping just need to get some spermys now! .Have also looked into my bicornuate uterus a little more and there a very very big chance when ever i do get pregnant that it will have to be a c section birth but i am not complaining i just want to be a mummy so bad that id do what ever it takes seen as with my bcu there is also at least a 40% chance of miscarriage too and late miscarriage lol i do not do things easily but i will not give up until i have my little Emily or Maxxi in my arms:)

This is my PMA Picture of the day