CYCLE DAY 1

the witch has landed so we called to book my day ten scan but it cant be done due to easter so have been told not to take it this cycle what really sucks after waiting 82 day!but at least i have my metformin again what should help my cycle a bit

cd 82

i ovulated this cycle but wasn't until cycle day 62! we went to the doctor yesterday she did a scan found no pregnancy and no cysts just said my lining is extremaly thick (no duh 3mths with no AF!) so has given me provera to take but must time it so AF arrives and i can have a scan on the 17Th as shes on holiday from the 6Th-17Th! how I'm meant to do that i don't know as I've started having some bleeding today already. shes also uped my dosage of metformin so now on 1000mg instead of 500 what i have to take for the rest of my fertile life, i got given cream stuff for a fungal infection(nice) and provera 25euro for one doc visit! .

so yeh thats about it il update more when things actualy begin happening xx

and the wait begins

4th high temperature in a row what means i am officialy it the 2 week wait! wooop 4 dpo finaly now let the symptom spotting that i always say i wont do BEGIN!

Not by the hair on my chinny chin chin

So today is cycle day 61 we dtd last night but it really burnt due to being dry the joys of pcos and day 60 lol going to try again tonight with a tiny bit of lube.

I have just got really exited and jumped around the living room as i found a hair on my chin lmao the first one this cycle what means something hormonal is going on! FINALY!

I wrote a poem

Just wrote a poem of how i feel

I had a dream

of 2 lines on as stick

2 beautiful lines that i long for so bad

the words on a screen that says wishes come true

and then a few months later inside i feel you

i feel a nudge

a bubble

see a foot a hand

feel a kick

i see my belly gradually expand

i feel you move

i paint a nursery

buy you clothes and shoes

i dream of holding you

after a labour so hard

kiss your soft skin

smile that you ar here

and ours

and then i see a car seat

perfect to take you home

a little blanket

as we carry you to the car

But then i wake up

i see for now

that that was just a dream

i can hold onto for a while

until that dreams a reality

until the time is ours.

If i ovulated today should be 16 dpo what means af should be here but nothing even with low temps for 2 days so looks like i havent ovd. feeling very down and depressed and just full fed up if this carries on then i cant see my dream ever coming true. I have 22 days worth of macca tablets left so i think im going to give them a try just to get this cycle moving i cant see a pregnancy happening this cycle i dont thing the enviroment will be ok for it so who knows .

DAY57!

Day 57 and this morning i put my temperature on fertility friend and lost my crosshairs! but we have discarded the temp and i got back my crosshairs as ben had the window open a fair bit that night. please please please ladies can you send me af dust im fed up of this cycle now